literally all i want is to fall asleep on someone

that’s it

that’s all

i’m very tired and i want to lay my head on someone’s stomach and have them run their fingers through my hair and sleep

I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become.

displeased cannibal

I really don’t understand how I put up with your shit. I’ve given up so much for you, taken risks for you, done too much for you and what do you do? Nothing, and it’s not like I EXPECT anything from you, it’s just common sense to have some kind of mutual give and take in a relationship, no? If I asked you what you have done for me, I’ll bet you it’ll take you a while to think about it. I’m tired of being the one initiating things between us, I’m tired of getting let down, I’m tired of feeling that I’m caring so much while you…not as much. You show me that you want this. You show me that this is what you want. You prove to me that I’m not just wasting each other’s time. You want to see me? Then let me know and you come to me. You want to do something? Then come get me, I’m tired of trekking 2 hours on the transit every fucking time. You talk to me first. I’ve done what I can and you’ve just taken it all in, not showing anything back. In a way guess you can say that I feel used. Show me that I’m not simply covering your ass to the people that matter to me. I’m giving you time to show me this. If there’s nothing from you know what’s going to happen. I’m not going to hesitate. I’ve made up my mind. But I do hope it doesn’t come down to it..


So I kind of left audacity running while I took a shower.